Tag Archives: Memoir

In after thought….

I wrote this as the afterword for Broken then decided not to include it based on the advise of a good friend. I can not delete a single word I write. I ever. And so…I’m posting it here.   First, I wish to say that the individuals portrayed by Shaun, Elizabeth’s Father, and Scott no […]

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Slide into the depths of my Subconscious

It is as bleak as it sounds here. I need to make this clear. I am a philosopher. I am not a psychologist. All psychological ramblings on this site that are written by me are purely philosophical and are only based on my own philosophy. It is not medical advice. It has no grounding whatsoever […]

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Physical Loneliness

“She’s screaming.” My words are but a whisper, but my therapist looks up from her notes. I wasn’t surprised that she heard me. “What is she saying?” “No words. Just screams.” “And why do you think that is? What do you think she’s screaming about?” What indeed…Damned if I knew. Angel just always screams. I […]

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Starting Over

We are governed by the psychology conditions we have. If we are to understand our actions and take control of them, then we must first examine our past and confront the hurt we shoulder. WARNING: This article contains graphic sexual material including rape and abuse.   Allow me to cover my sexual past with you […]

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Breaking it Down

Bit by bit, my therapist and I have been pulling apart my personality. Like a ball filled with hundreds of slip knots, gently—and some days not so gently—we tug at the strings and watch the ball fall apart, one knot at a time. The results are always the same. There is a moment of comprehension […]

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Confronting the Past

I am a mother of three and a philosopher. I’ve been married twice. I am a weak agnostic/atheist. I’ve dedicated most of my life to defining why we are here, if there is a god, and studied topics such as the history of philosophy, religion, psychology, and anthropology. I’ve spent years examining early civilization and […]

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