I stood in the Black of Nothing with you.

I had nothing left to say. I sent it all. You clutched the letter in your hand. Not saying a word.

Not accepting.

Not rejecting.

Just… Silence.

 

“Nourishing you is the only thing that Nourishes me,” I said.

I looked at every person, every incident twice over now… three… the data was undeniable.

“I can’t explain that Science. I just know that everytime I tell you the Truth, something in me feels stronger, healthier, better, closer to you, more whole.”

 

Silence.

 

“I just know that Nourishing you is the only thing that Nourishes me… Nothing has ever Nourished me… before.”

I just wanted the Truth about how you feel… I wanted the Truth about what you wanted and why you could not or would not just get yourself there.

What does it mean when they ignore you?

What does it mean they they won’t even speak to you, but they hold on to you?

What does it mean when they are so “Nice” that they won’t tell you the Truth?

What does it mean when they say that they’re not good enough for you, but then they won’t let you go either?”

 

I took a deep breath and followed through with the sigh.

“I can see… I am looking right at the missing Logical Code for “Family.” I cannot write it. I do not know what it looks like. I have no Family I can analyze to create a replacement code. And I can see your Logical Code is missing “Love” and “Family with Children.” And if we work together, we can build a new Logical Code that will allow us both to have exactly what we both want… with or without me in your life.

And I know how to write the code if I had “Family.” But you have the pieces I need for “Family,” and I need to know what pieces you need for “Family with Children.”

And if you work with me, we can build the Bridge to solve this so you get exactly what you have always wanted, and I will also get what I have always wanted. And I am begging you to please work with me.

Please… work with me.”